today : all about mothers day :)

renungkanlah :

"KATA MEREKA DIRIKU SELALU DITIMANG, OH BUNDA ADA DAN TIADA DIRIMU KAN SELALU ADA DIDALAM HATIKU"

beberapa teman-teman, mengirimkan sms seperti ini :
apa yang kamu beri atau apa yang sudah kamu beri kepada ibunda mu ?

ya Allah, hanya seuntai doa yang mampu terucap dari lisanku :
Rabbigfirli waliwalidaiyya warhamhumma kamma rabbayani soghiron, amin :')

bunda,
kasih sayang yang kau berikan kepadaku kutau kan berlanjut sampai akhir hayatmu,
bunda,
kutau kasih sayangku tak sebanding dengan kasih sayang yang telah kau berikan begitu besar pada anandamu,
Tuhan,
jika masih diperkenankan,
ijinkan ku bahagiakannya sampai dia menangis bahagia karenaku,
Tuhan,
jika ku hilang sebelum waktu,
sampaikan salam dan sayang yang tulus dari dalam hatiku,
Bunda,
maaf ku tlah banyak menguras kebahagianmu,
Bundaaa,
AKU SANGAT MENYAYANGIMUU :')

yours :*

this illusion or reality of me?

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Desember 2011

20.00 malam

Tik  tik tik tik tik,

putaran masa itu terus menggelitik telingaku,

masa kini ragaku telah terbaring di sabana lapuk yang tercipta saat raga ini masih kanak-kanak,

Seketika semua bayangan lampau itu menyambutku kembali,

Entah harus senang atau sedih,

Kini, aku hanya tegak terpana menyaksikan raga kaku ini disambut dengan kawan lama

Sixth Floor :')

all,

in
this
place :')

can't be replaced :)

all,
with you :')

*yawwwnnn (dengerin instrument yang bikin ngantuk)


miss you always :"))

*) Need You Now Lyrics

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time 

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without 

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

when she make something

what ?
when ?
why ?
how ?
where ?
-.-